Tag Archives: insomnia

10:55, 12-5 

My Dark Company

​Sometimes my thoughts keep me up at night. Simply to force me to acknowledge that they do exist. They always decide to get restless when my brain wants to relax. It’s as if they just need somebody to talk to. And they won’t let me sleep without having a brief conversation. And so there we lay in bed at night. That’s when the silent shyness takes over. The irony is that they leave me alone during the times of the day when I actually want someone to talk to. When I need acknowledgement. Now that it’s bedtime here we lie awake. Not quite insomnia. Not boredom. Can’t be loneliness. Just me and my dark company…


3:31, 2-28

Insomnia: 1, Comfy Bed: 0

I’m beginning to think that I think too much at night. My brain loves being the most active when it should be resting after a long day of activity. Must begin emptying thoughts onto paper before bed. Of course that will also keep me up as well…